Love's Failure

I had a dream last night

Talking trees and flying fish

Was I asleep last night

Shooting starts I couldn't wish

In the darkness of dreams

you stood in the light

We are upside down, drowning in dreams

Beyond the obvious

In the light from the sun

I'm not the one.

You stood in time

You're loves failure-

The sadness in my twinkle

So I sing Hallelujah

To the end of my life.

* I was originally writing in hopes of conjuring up a song in me, but then they all turn out into this poetic stream of consciousness. Who knows, maybe one day it'll be a song. For right now, it's part of my release.

Thoughts

It became a story to tell, another page in a book-a memory erased. The best writing comes with dreams, dreams of love, to come and go. The ark days that flow so close.

If I shut my eyes I'll sleep forever, dreaming of a space to exist where love exist beyond two souls. Had I escaped, there'd be no letting go.

Time just froze. The magic is damage. I'm left with just a few, butterflies, I caught them on sight. I shut my eyes and I exist in a space where there is no you.

Black hearts stained by blood existing on the cut. Red is a dry desire that fire puts to shame. We become the game with a simple twist of fate. By and by I stand outside myself hoping to escape, yet I'm on repeat and it's too late.

Some ramblings going on in my brain that only make since to me. I thought it sounded poetic.

I'm a lucky girl

So things have been good, but not necessarily easy. I have amazing friends. I forgot how amazing they are. Through everything we have been through and all my blah days they have really been there for me and are so supportive. It's a nice feeling to have. Yesterday we went out to karaoke. It was a blast. Here are a few shared moments:

The Beautiful Chelsea

Adoring Tanya

Caring Daniel

And the Sweetheart Hannah

I didn't even realize how lucky I was to have such great friends.