Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Love's Failure

I had a dream last night
Talking trees and flying fish
Was I asleep last night
Shooting starts I couldn't wish

In the darkness of dreams
you stood in the light
We are upside down, drowning in dreams

Beyond the obvious
In the light from the sun
I'm not the one.
You stood in time
You're loves failure-
The sadness in my twinkle
So I sing Hallelujah
To the end of my life.

* I was originally writing in hopes of conjuring up a song in me, but then they all turn out into this poetic stream of consciousness. Who knows, maybe one day it'll be a song. For right now, it's part of my release.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010


It became a story to tell, another page in a book-a memory erased. The best writing comes with dreams, dreams of love, to come and go. The ark days that flow so close.
If I shut my eyes I'll sleep forever, dreaming of a space to exist where love exist beyond two souls. Had I escaped, there'd be no letting go.
Time just froze. The magic is damage. I'm left with just a few, butterflies, I caught them on sight. I shut my eyes and I exist in a space where there is no you.

Black hearts stained by blood existing on the cut. Red is a dry desire that fire puts to shame. We become the game with a simple twist of fate. By and by I stand outside myself hoping to escape, yet I'm on repeat and it's too late.

Some ramblings going on in my brain that only make since to me. I thought it sounded poetic.

Monday, May 3, 2010

I'm a lucky girl

So things have been good, but not necessarily easy. I have amazing friends. I forgot how amazing they are. Through everything we have been through and all my blah days they have really been there for me and are so supportive. It's a nice feeling to have. Yesterday we went out to karaoke. It was a blast. Here are a few shared moments:

The Beautiful Chelsea
Adoring Tanya
Caring Daniel
And the Sweetheart Hannah

I didn't even realize how lucky I was to have such great friends.